alright well, things are slowly coming back online. god i fucking hate trying to spin up a cluster from scratch for kubernetes. its like trying to balance on a string, one wrong character, one wrong setting definition and your cluster combusts into flames. anyways, my own stability has gone down into the shitter. emotions are… Read More


forgot to come back to this. but after the whole thing of whether im gonna find someone and who i look for and blah blah blah…i just dont know if thats gonna happen. and i want to not give a shit at this point. emphasis on the “I want to not” as no matter what… Read More


well to start off, I did write something on the 24th which has appeared to fail to actually save. first time I’ve seen that happen. second, I’m back to just being a lone wolf. I don’t have hopes for any future partner and I don’t want to look. I can’t not think with my dick… Read More