i fucking did it again. i went out and thought it was going to be fine for a “quick fuck” from someone. and best of all, its the same gender! so what does this mean? i’ve now fucked up a relationship within me…that whole binding thing…on both fucking sides! god i don’t fucking know how… Read More

im not sure what it is with me as of late. sexual drive is down, which is good…but all this shit going through my mind. that i was the issue with Kaizen – the more I think about it, it seems to be the case…that I am the one digging myself into these holes. that… Read More