Past few days I’ve been playing a handful of furry porn games. Furry Cyberfuckers 2, Nazifurry, Furry Sex: Cabret, and then a beautiful one – My Furry Protogen.

No needs, no wants, no urges. Easy to control and take care of for some reason. Most porn and yiff I’ve been looking at I’ve been finding repulsive. I’m not sure what has changed or why, but it seems to have brought better things to me.

Although what I believe may help is the constant thought in my mind that someone that I thought would be mine may be in a sex party (ironic I’m upset right?) or how they prefer one person over me. But I shouldn’t think on that. That’s fine that’s not my business.

I just need to focus on being alone and changing the world, one thing at a time…