It seems I still find myself daydreaming about her, despite my lack of touching grass and actually speaking to her.

this one’s gonna be short but I find it odd I continue to daydream. I haven’t a clue as to why, what caused it, or that she would even give me a chance. I’d honestly doubt it…as with anyone for that matter although.

I just checked in on my telegram with deerboi too…last time we chatted technically was may 11th. new record I think, and it seems that he’s not happy with me anymore. no one is. I try to be honest and I try to help and maybe I came off too strong…but I don’t believe I am worthy of love. and that should be the reasoning right there.

on another note…how does one install a root CA into a rooted android environent…hmm.

P.S., sleep aid in effect but just remembered something to take note of – I seem to have a tiny interest in taking nude photos of myself and putting them online for attention and dough. unsure as to where this came from and not happy about it…