I’m fairly certain I’ve got issues letting go of people and things…memories of people I once cherished, thoughts of my exes smiling when I saw them, pain in my chest as I so much as think about seeing another person…

There’s so many issues that occur within me. It makes me question every day if I’m ever worth it or if I’ll be able to be fixed or whatever else it may be…I’ve got so many things to take care of, it’s never one single thing…

And then thinking about dating others comes with it’s own issues. Sometimes I get too close to people because I don’t have an outlet and a bad tendency to hold onto the first person who just listens to me. Other times it’s how they act that I find revolting or just…I don’t know.

Too many things, too little energy, not enough time..