I seem to have this common issue…something in which I want to express my emotion, my joy, my sorrow and anger, my sadness…tell it to someone. someone who cares and can comfort me. I’m not sure why, this seems to be a new thing…common yes but I don’t recall this being a need a couple years ago…

regardless, this could be either a result or a root of a problem of me having this feeling that I need to have an S/O. Once again the error in my ways of using someone as an emotional crutch or relying on them to fix my issues or whatever.

If I’m gonna have an S/O it needs to be something in which I take care of them as it’s supposed to be. Don’t worry about myself, don’t bother letting out all your problems to them, just be the one they need. Find out how to deal with it on your own instead…

At this point, as I keep repeating myself…I shouldnt have an S/O anyways…