so it appears a specific shitpost in my assortment is causing me problems. insane right?

let’s break it down.

first – the image content: it talks about the common Netflix and chill situation in which you ask someone if they want to watch Netflix with you, they say yes, and it ends up with you two having sex while Netflix asks if you’d like to continue watching

second – what does the image convey? fear, resentment, pain, probably heartbreak.

third – why?

Your guess is as good as mine but I have a few ideas

• Thinking about my previous interactions that have gone poorly, led by lust
• Thinking about those I used to love like deerboi or Kaizen in a similar circumstance for a one night stand
• Overall concern that this is what life has come to – nothing more then having sex and telling them GTFO

Fourth – what to do next? considering this does seem to cause pain that eliminates any horniness, I think I’ll move to use it maliciously to control my horniness and stop myself from jacking off. We shall see the results later on…