kaizen…was my ex-bf from some time ago. we lasted about a year and a half, pretty much right after spidergirl to 2023? not super sure, only because there were so many problems i’ve genuinely lost track of time around that period.

kaizen when we first started dating was amazing. he was a curious guy who had a lot of opportunity. although the reason we got together isnt the best. it started with me staying over at his place and he sat in my lap all of a sudden. things got frisky from there and next thing i knew he was my S/O. these days…i’d want nothing to do with something like that. starting a relationship purely off of having sex with someone you’re interested in is a whore move to go about things and wont get you far.

but as time went on, i realized that Kaizen was not all that he seemed to be. he was spoiled, without problems at all in his life (and as a result, had no clue how to be an adult), and had always tried to have people do as he wanted instead of respecting others boundaries. there was the one time i vividly recall he pissed me off by stating we *need* to go to the local fast food chain despite a family member making dinner for us that was going to be ready in a few. that night i had taken him back home and essentially kicked him out from my apartment…and i honestly should of kept it that way.

in the end, he became someone i despised. to this day, i have a hatred for him i cannot even begin to explain. all he does is what he’s told, he questions nothing, and thinks that as long as he’s trotting around town with a skirt and all on minding his own business, nothing will go wrong.

i can probably explain this all better but im not going to right now – tired of constantly bitching about him. i need to move on and stfu.