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I sit at the end of the road once more, thinking to myself what could I have done different. What could I have forced myself to do, and what could I have wained off from. I, once again, have seemed to hurt myself mentally and emotionally again, and this is beginning to be like a… Read More


well I wanted to try something tonight… I took a shower about 9pm as I was mostly busy with other things today and was waiting on my Linux rig to move files around (switching distros, I need to partition my home directory and my actual system root differently). During and after this shower, my sex… Read More


so the past week or so was decently good…thinking maybe I can find a partner who fits me right, humor, maybe career, stuff like that…but I’m not so sure that that’s going to happen… first, I continue to think here and there about Deerboi, as much as I shouldn’t. as much as I continue to… Read More


Wanted to note this since I find it very…off. Yesterday, I was having some issues with my pain. Surprisingly not mental this time, but physical. It’s most likely from sitting at my desk for so long, but it seems the midcenter area of my back is getting bad enough I find it hard to sit… Read More