dream response 20241211 had a bit of a rough rest last night. after going to bed, ended up having a dream I was called back down for work. fine, whatever, it happens. when I got down there, had sushi with a coworker, and then found a place to stay. first weird part of it. it looked like a… Read More
back to basics I’ve been thinking on this for some time. about the site. About what it was created for. About how and what I felt upon it’s first creation. I recall being in that small apartment with deerboi on chat. I kept thinking to myself, someday I can see him and it’ll all be okay. Things will… Read More
memory reset: deerboi 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… Read More