as the days go on, I continue to ask myself. Is any of this right? Am I making the right choice? Or am I too far gone? Every day, work continues to test my patience. A bit over a year ago, I would of told you it’s the best job. Now? I don’t have much… Read More


so with last night’s ordeal and today, I’m realizing that something in the background is trying to cut off any sort of positive feelings about sex. Thoughts of deerboi and I that previously may have turned me on as much as I hated them have now immediately been met with “He doesn’t care about you.… Read More